Wednesday, November 19, 2008

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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

No sleep tonight,

This has been a great today. Not unlike any other days, though. If it wasn't bad, then it was great because I'm so used to having bad days.



After school was adorable, besides the whole "getting beat up" part. Maddi and I have been talking about starting a book club a lot lately, and we finally made the first step. We both checked out the same book, Helter Skelter, and we're going to read it on our own, and meet up every Monday night to discuss it. We really want other people to join. It would be really fun, and I'm so looking forward to reading my book tonight. It's really long, so hopefully it will last me a few months. Even though it's due back on my birthday, December 2nd.

Another slice of good news! Me, Maddi, Kenzie, Kelsey, Megan, Krista, Laura (hopefully) and whoever else wants to join, are going to meet up on Sunday and wash cars and walk dogs for money. We're doing this to raise money to have We Watched Stars Expire play at my house show/birthday party. They live far and gas is expensive, so they're charging $30.00 and if we get more money than that, then Maddi and I get free T-shirts! I can't wait. I still need to find someone to make the flyers for me, because I have no creativity in that department at all, whatsoever. I wish December 13th wasn't a month away so I wouldn't have to wait so long. I guess the anticipation will be worth it though. Maddi is quite the event planner. It's my surprise birthday party! I already know about it though, because that's not the surprise part! The people coming don't know that I know, that's the surprise part.
I just found out that... DYLAN THOMAS CAN'T PLAY! I'm so so so so so upset. :( That makes me want to talk in capital letters until I die. But oh well. I guess it's a good thing, because 9 bands would take up too much time.




It made me sad when you threw a rock at her today. Mostly because we both know you did it on purpose.


BUT! It brightened up my day when I found out my brother made a dollar bill ring for me.

Monday, November 17, 2008

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Sunday nights,

I know I have a lot of thinking to be done tonight. This weekend was great though.

I'm so so so thankful that you're doing this for me. It really, really means a lot. Nothing is ever about me. It's never me that people do nice things for. But this, this is one of the nicest things that someone has ever done for me. So thank you. Thank you a whole bunch.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

It makes me so happy,

I've learned today, that my History teacher isn't cutting his hair or beard until there is world peace.
That put a smile on my face, and the faces of everyone I shared that with today.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

I just love it.

Being lied to, and feeling so guilty.
How would I feel if it was happening to me? If this situation was the other way around? I'm sure I would be very, very upset. But I can't stop talking to him. As bad as I feel, he's adorable.

I feel like there's people that I really need to hang out with. Maddi and I used to keep a list in my phone. That got old. Now it's just in my mind. I've got so many people. I just can't find the time to make plans with them. I'm not very good at that stuff at all.


I'm going to a fundraiser dinner tonight at Red's Barbecue.



Isn't it just saddening how from one minute to the next, everything changes? As if nothing even happened in the first place. That probably makes no sense to you.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

How goes it?

Completely out of things to write about these days.

I don't have what most of you do. That person you like beyond belief. Someone you can talk to your friends about. Your heart melting as you tell the stories of how great he is to you. I am longing for that. Who knows when someone will come around. Waiting isn't going to speed things up though. I know it, I've been through it. I AM going through it now. I feel like I'm waiting for someone to just pop into my life. I've realized though, that will NOT happen...anytime soon, at least.