I wish that,

I could explain, in depth, every thought running through my mind. I wish I could tell you every emotion I feel. It's just so hard to describe. It's pretty close to every thought, and every emotion mashed up into one. Something without a name, I know that.

I'm so thankful, I'm so sorry, I'm so upset, I'm so fantastic, I feel bad, I feel too happy to explain, I love how my life is going right now. Then again, seeing my best friend cry in my arms, over someone I've only met once, is the most unpleasant, and warm feeling I've ever encountered. I hope he does alright. I hope nothing's wrong. I feel as if this is happening to my family, because I've grown so close to her's. So close, that they ARE my family...and I wouldn't change that for anything. Not even one thing.