Some things I don't tell you everyday, but you should know them anyways. Come, and find yourself. Just know, this is in no specific order at all, whatsoever.
1. Let me just say, this paragraph could go on and on and on. You have inspired me, and impacted my life in so many ways. You might not know it, but I am so thankful to have you in my life each and every day. In the bad times, where I feel like crying in the shower, or the amazing times, when I see Nonstop July in his car, and I feel like jumping out the back car window and telling him how incredible you are. You're so unique, and special and I hate how you don't think so. We're together every waking minute, and I wouldn't want it any other way. Nobody can ever and will never compare to you. Thank you so much for being always there for me- always. You're truly my best friend, and my only friend. Ha!
2. I don't think I have ever in my life, met someone as inspiring as you are. Everyday you have something new to tell me. Whether it's about your past, the now, or what you think will happen to you in the future. I've grown so close to you this year, and I regret not getting to know you better last year. I feel like i can trust you, and I know you will always be there to listen, or make me laugh when I'm annoyed at the world.
3. I've seen you when you're happy, when you're sad, annoyed, everything. You've became one of my best friends this school year and I'm so happy for that. I hate seeing you unhappy. You're such a great person, and not like anyone else I know. You shouldn't be going through what you have been dealing with lately. I hope everything gets better for you soon, because you deserve happiness more than anyone.. You've worked way too hard to be the person you have become, for things to end up this way. I want you to know that I'm here for you no matter what. Always.
4. Okay, so with most of these people, I've became closer with them this year. But you, I've known you for a little bit longer than a year. I am so disappointed in the person you've changed into since I met you. I've made the mistake of trusting you so many times before. Things would be better off if you changed, drastically. Everything about you needs some working on. I don't know anyone who has the courage to tell you that, though.
5. Next, you're one I have been through so much with. We've been amazing friends. We've been not friends at all, and everything in between. When ever I mess up our friendship, you always find ways to forgive me. Whenever I'm with you, I feel like a free-spirit. We have so much fun together and all the good stuff. I'm sorry for everything I've said about you, and everything I assumed. You mean a whole lot to me, and I would never want to lose our friendship. Even though I don't act like it at times, I'm sorry for everything we've both put each other through.
6. You and I have known each other practically our entire lives. I met you in 2nd grade, when you had a different best friend. After she moved far away, we immediately became close. You shared with me some of the best years of my life. I regret so much growing apart from you, but I know it was for the better. The only time we really talk is when we wish each other "Happy Birthday" or when we casually run into each other at the grocery store once a year. You were my first real best friend. You showed me what trust was. I'm so glad I can put that title on you. Eight years was so long ago, and we've both changed since then, so much. I hope one day we'll be able to meet and catch up.
7. Like a lot of other people, I've grown so close to you this year. We only have few memories and I hope to expand our friendship to the fullest. You're someone I know I'll be able to trust, with almost everything, and I'm so excited to see what's in store for out friendship.
8. And I say the same for you. Although we can already trust one another, I hope to become closer to you for years on. The little amount of time we've been friends for, has proved to me how amazing you really are. I've become so grateful these past few weeks to have you in my life.
9. Words can't even begin to describe the feelings I've had for you, for years. Three of them. We talk on and off, mostly off, but I would change that for anything. I've seen you with multiple other people you've had things with, and I hate it. Seeing you everyday had brought me to realize how much I've been missing. Acting like complete strangers is terrible because you see right through me, like I don't even exist. You never look in my direction. And I'm just waiting for the day when we'll start talking again. I miss our awkward hugs, our late night phone calls, and just you in general. Nobody quite sees how great you are, like I do.
10. I've looked up to you for a while now. You've inspired me and probably many others with your lack of cares and worries. It seems like you could care nothing about what people think about you and I admire that so much. I wish we were closer friends but we come from two different groups of people. Two different towns even. We're alike in so many ways. More than anyone else could notice. You seem like an amazing person.
11. You are one of my really good friends. I have so much fun when I'm with you. But I wish we could hang out more. I feel like I've helped you through a lot of hard times, and you've helped me too. I used to be able to tell you a whole lot more, but now we don't talk deeply about a lot of things anymore. I wish we were still as close as we were a few months ago. You have a really nice family and cute pets. Even though your dog hates me. Haha! You've taught me so many new things and I wish so much that we could have become friends earlier when we went to middle school together. But if that happened or not, I'm still super lucky to have you in my life everyday. Thanks.
12. You really are important to me. I don't appreciate you as much as I should have these past almost 15 years, but I just want you to know how much I love you. I miss when I used to kiss you on the forehead in your sleep, or when we discussed my friend problems, and you'd help me through everything and give me advice. I have grown apart from you, but I need you in my life more than anyone else. You mean so much to me and I wish I could take back every moment I've ever said or thought something negative towards you. You and Dad have supported me through everything I've done, and you've done so much for me. When I compare you to other people, I find an endless amount of amazing things about you, that out-number anyone else. You do put me down sometimes and make me angry, A LOT of times. But forgiving and forgetting are the easiest parts.
...You make me never want to grow up.
13. I have so much to say about you, I don't even know where to begin. You are so great, and lame, and funny, and angry and thoughtful. And I love all of those beautiful qualities about you. You have raised me so perfectly, even though you may doubt that sometimes. All the time. But I grew up with such a great head on my shoulders, all because of you, mostly. If I could change one thing about you, I wouldn't. I would want my relationship with you slightly differently though. You have taught me the most, our of all people, and I couldn't even count the ways you've inspired me. I want to thank you, a million times.
14. You're last, but not least at all. You are so close to me, but so far at the same time. I know you're not old enough to appreciate me yet, or tell me anything, but I wish you could. You and I could have a really incredible relationship, and friendship too. You just need to mature up a bit. I want to share secrets, experiences, everything with you. But I'll let you decide when you think those days should come.
All of you, you all have changed my life. Whether it was in a positive way, or even a negative way, everything obviously worked out in the end.
I thank you all with every inch of my heart.
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