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The weekend so far, has gone by really slow. Really fun, really cold, really loud, and really cold. Yesterday, Maddi's mom picked up Kenzie, Maddi, David and I from school, and took us to Maddi's house. There we sat, and slept, in the den...watching That 70's Show, and Goosebumps marathon. After that, we got ready for the Nonstop July and Juliet Piper show at the Verity Room. Ryan and Lindsay came over and we all carpooled together.
The show was amazing! Everyone was really good, including some bands I've never heard before. The smell of cigarettes and boy filled my lungs.
During one of the bands, David, Maddi and I walked to Wallgreens for food. It was like a coldstorm. I haven't experienced so much wind, and cold in the longest time. And it felt great. We came back to the show to watch Juliet Piper's amazing set, and to drink Java Monsters and Apple Juice. Maddi and I took pictures with Nonstop July. We had to leave in the middle of someone's set, who I really wanted to see, because he was so cute! But the ride home was fun. Blaring Hollywood Undead and Head Automatica was the funnest. We dropped everyone off at their houses, and went back to Maddi's house to eat and then watch more Goosebumps episodes. I fell asleep so early, and woke up in the morning to tell Maddi about the dream I had that walked away from me. I think her dream should become a movie, because it was really scary and realistic.
We drank cold coffee and ate donuts for breakfast, then hopped in the car for a ride to my house. All we wanted to do was lay under the blankets and gain some body heat. So, that's what we did when we got to my casa. We spent the day complaining about how gross we felt, until all of us took turns showering. We watched Aquamarine and ate food. I put music on my ipod and then got ready to finally, start my long, long day.
As Maddi and I watched Kenzie stuff herself through the doggie door, we made pasta. Pretty gross pasta, too.


Disappointments, disappointments, one right after another. I really just want to know why. People need to stop saying things they don't mean. And changing their mind. I want to be like those people who say they're, "done with everything", but I can't. I always feel like something will change. Or just for once, something will go the way I want it to.
...I should just stop wanting what I can't have.




Saturday night. Music Cures. Maddi, Kim, Kenzie and I got there before practically anyone else. Since it was homecoming, nobody really went to the show. We just hung out with Ray and Kyle most of the time we were there. It was pretty fun, I must say. Except for when I slipped down a hill. I think I have a bruise on my hip now. But, other than that, we got home and just relaxed. We were all pretty tired after our night, and day, and from staying up late the previous night before.

Now, It's Sunday morning. It's getting colder and colder each day. But, I'm too excited about it to complain. Maddi and Kenzie just went home. I'm already finished checking the new PostSecrets, so I'm just going to be myspacing and reading for the rest of the day. Unless I find plans to squeeze into my calm, mellow day.