Today at PE,

I witnessed the most adorable thing. While everyone was socializing on the bleachers, and not caring about anything else except their conversations with their friends, I was in awe with the world, and the people in it. Across the basketball courts, on the other side of the gym was a mentally challenged girl dancing. Just about the whole period, dancing. She didn't care what anyone thought about her, or said and I admired it so much. I wish I had no cares like that, I wish I wasn't afraid of the truth, and I wish I wasn't letting life pass me by without being thankful for everything and everyone who make up my life.

While everyone is so caught up in the person they like, I have nobody. I can say that I don't like/ have a thing with anyone right now. A part of me is upset about it, and another part is so glad I don't have to go through the hurt, and sadness that everyone around me is dealing with.


I hate how you don't notice it. Everything I do for you. I feel like you don't care. I feel like it's all going to waste. But, I can't talk to you about it. It's just something I'll let pass, and maybe you'll soon realize how upset it's making me. Maybe not, who knows. I'll try not to let it bother me.



I have a new secret, too.












If I told you this was all I needed, I wouldn't be lying.
Thank you, for putting those three in my life.
Thank you.
Thank you.