Being a human, you live in what can only be a dream state - a fiction.

I've decided it was about time for me to get a blog. Opening up, and sharing my feelings with others is probably one of the hardest things for me to do. I feel like this will be an easier way for me to reach out, and express my feelings in a simple, and diligent way.
I have so much to talk about, and so much to say. Trying to formulate everything into thoughts, though, will be the hard part. I'm definitely not one to use big words, or ramble on about useful things. Everything I write sounds as if it came out of a fourth grader's mouth. I'm not very skilled with that kind of stuff. But, I'll try my hardest to make your time reading this, worthwhile.
There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so.





So, let me take the time to describe my life at this point. People flip flop out of it these days, faster than pancakes. It's really not pleasing anymore. I try my hardest to make all my friendships work but something always happens to make everything I worked for, fall apart and turn into nothing. Not even a "hello" or a smile when we walk past eachother several times throughout the school day. It doesn't bother me as much as it should, which is terrible. But only because I know I have the few best of a friends, who will be in my life throughout anything that happens. What happened to all the friends I used to have? What happened to all the people I used to hang out and socialize with? I ask myself these questions every time I let my mind take over. I've come to realize that as I grow up, having three or even four extremely close friends is far more better than having many, many acquaintances. People I can trust with my secrets, and share important things with will help me so much more in the long run. And I'm growing more and more thankful for these people every day.
See, look at me. I feel like I'm going to off to a ramble for the first time on here. I suggest you get used to my rants, though. If I don't end this now, I'm almost positive I could go on and on for pages and paragraphs, hours and hours. Taking up most of your time is not my intention though.
So, I'll say goodbye, for now.