Love all, trust a few.

Wow,
What a nice way to top off my highly uneventful afternoon. A rush into the house after I get dropped off, to cross the street and enter the sidewalk that enjoys the few more hours of sunlight left, infront of my house. I do this to add edible substance to the air that fills my stomach. Making up for the hunger I went through during the entire day. Skipping breakfast, and lunch weren't such a wonderful idea. So many emotions run through my head, filling my thoughts with memories of my day...which wasn't as bad as I expected. Last night was pleasant, in a very odd way. As I thought and thought about my friend's problems, I realized some of my own. I don't have that many in life right now, so I shouldn't complain. And I'm not going to. Even though these few problems make me unhappy every day. I'll just let everything, and everyone work things out on their own. But, back to last night...! It put such a dear feeling in my tummy after talking things over with a friend who needed comforting. I really felt like a new person with no worries, no pain. Falling asleep was super easy, since I was a half an hour off my normal sleeping schedule.


Those who have failed to work toward the truth have missed the purpose of living.




Would you like to hear about the day I lived today? Would you like to hear my complaints, my worries, and my hopes? Well I'd be delighted to tell you!
Since I picked out an outfit three days ago, getting dressed was easy this morning. So, I hurried on the computer to send David the pictures from last night's frisbee game. Then I picked Maddi and Kenzie up, and took them to school. First period P.E. wasn't so bad. Delanie was late to school, so I sat alone watching everyone socialize. When I looked down, I realized my shoe was on an ant trail. After noticing this, I immediately backed away and watched. As I watch them for minutes and minutes, I notice some hurt ants. Every ant that passes by them, stops to take a quick look at what's going on. I felt terrible by this point. Just because there's millions and millions of ants, just at my school alone, a feeling inside me wanted to cry. Just think, those tiny ants were other ants siblings, and friends. I tried not to let it bother me all period, since Delanie walked up to me. We talked and talked, like we do everyday. Discussing problems and events from the night before. Our friendship grows more and more everyday. I'm very appreciative of her now.
Second, third, and fourth passed by in a heartbeat. Before I knew it, lunch was over. The rest of my day flew by so calmly and normal.


I'm really worried for tonight, though. My mom forces me to get haircuts. If she didn't do that, I would never ask for one. They are my second biggest fear. It's so hard to trust someone, besides myself, with my hair. I absolutely HATE getting my hair cut. Not only am I stuck with an itchy shirt until I get home to change, but my hair looks so awkward and ugly. I feel so new, in such a negative way.
I really think I need to cut down on the complaints, though. I'm starting to get sick of myself.

Here's a fact from my snapple cap: Did you know, animals that lay eggs don't have belly buttons?!

But, I'm going to save the rest of my thoughts and stories for tomorrow's blog.
I hope I enjoy the rest of my day.






And then I wonder, what type of mood will I be in as I say goodnight to the world tonight?